tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4495380098946371943.post7575963132002663081..comments2023-08-22T04:59:41.469-07:00Comments on The Blair Effect: What is wrong with me?Th3 Blizzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04665304050403959526noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4495380098946371943.post-87417791128046634982008-12-21T18:15:00.000-08:002008-12-21T18:15:00.000-08:00you want to know what I realized? Well even if you...you want to know what I realized? Well even if you don't. This is what I think, I personally want life to go by faster, I want my life to start, and I keep sitting here saying HEY LIFE START ALREADY. when in reality it has, and I am far far behind. You say you are waiting, but your not. Your behind, so far, that you can't even imagen. You haven't even had a glimpse of waiting. Until you are happy and content with what you have you will then be waiting, and we both know what for. It's hard to think that way, and it's hard not to take control of your life. COME WHAT MAY is the devil. honestly, I wish I could make what I want happen, or at least something happen. But, it's true, and thats the sucky part. All I know is that you have to stop controlling things. When you control something, you make it work for YOU but not for anyone else, so in the process of getting YOUR life straightened out, you are making other peoples lives insane. You just have to be aware of your surroundings and open your heart to people. Even if they don't deserve it. Pray for your enemies, even if they aren't human things, pray in a way that helps your problems. Say you are having trouble with self-doubt. pray that doubt will help you when you need it most, like when you are fighting against satan. Pray that it will help you and keep you in check. It works. I don't know if this helps you at all. But, I tried.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com