Sometimes in life we fall, and we always think that we have it the worse. And i'll tell you one thing, I have thought that I have had it the worst. Where it seems as if my life itself seems more devistating than it is good, but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel there is always a goal worth reaching for there is always something ... The man in this clip states ... that if you try and get up and you fall again and again and again... are you going to give up? It doesn't matter how many times you try, its how you finish.
http://www.maniacworld.com/are-you-going-to-finish-strong.html
Friday, February 13, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Ain't nothin better.
Than a night out with friends. Haha, its hard to understand how friends work sometimes like, what do you concider a friend? For me its a group of people who can be together and be themselves. Lately I have enjoyed just being with friends. No worries, of how you look, smell, taste? Anyways its just all around good fun. So we are sitting in a Del Taco and Mattew Ward starts playing the game would you rather.
Would you rather is a game where you must choose between two awkward items, such as;
Would you rather fart everytime you kiss someone, or wink everytime you say the word, like?
So Matthew asks Jordan McNally, who according to Landon has been working out because "her but is HUGE!", would you rather have one nostril or, have you butt cheeks go horizontal instead of vertical? After a moment of thinking Matt said he would rather have 1 nostril because if he went down the slide with horizontal butt cheeks that they would make a raspberry sound and they flapped down the slide. HAHA honestly, who thinks of these things. So Jordan replies that she as well would choose one nostril and then I replied that her, being blonde, brain would fall strait out of her head. And I quote she said that she would be like "DUHH!!".
Sometimes all you need is a few good friends, a car, and a couple of Root Beers to make a night one of the best.
Would you rather is a game where you must choose between two awkward items, such as;
Would you rather fart everytime you kiss someone, or wink everytime you say the word, like?
So Matthew asks Jordan McNally, who according to Landon has been working out because "her but is HUGE!", would you rather have one nostril or, have you butt cheeks go horizontal instead of vertical? After a moment of thinking Matt said he would rather have 1 nostril because if he went down the slide with horizontal butt cheeks that they would make a raspberry sound and they flapped down the slide. HAHA honestly, who thinks of these things. So Jordan replies that she as well would choose one nostril and then I replied that her, being blonde, brain would fall strait out of her head. And I quote she said that she would be like "DUHH!!".
Sometimes all you need is a few good friends, a car, and a couple of Root Beers to make a night one of the best.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
What is wrong with me?
Why I can't just be happy and content. Does life have to be such a freakin roller coaster. I guess I make my life that way, when in reality its not what I want. I've seen others who can be satisfied with things the way they are but there is always just something missing in my life I guess. I can't be content at work with the hours I get. I always have to argue. I can't be calm with other parts in my life, they have to be perfect. WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME!! Can't I just be happy. I mean things are good. I have good friends and things are working out in a good way to help me prepare for my mission but yet I'm not happy. Something is missing and I just can't freakin figure it out. I try to take my mind off it but yet here I am at 1:30 in the morning confessing my soul to a useless internet site. Maybe my hopes are that someone will read it and tell me whats wrong. A random stranger if at best.
Why do I complicate things. Take them out of the bounds they are comfortably set in and contort them into realms in which I see fit. Can I not let something be? Why must I hang up the phone always wondering Why? Why can't I just let it be. Things are supposed to work themselves out. Life is supposed to fall into place when it seems like lifes standing still and I'm doing all the work. I try to controll whats uncontrolable.
I feel like I'm stuck in a movie where the main character is lost. He has just overcome something that he thought was never possible. He tore down a wall that was thought to be industructable. But now he looks at the ruble and past the wall with nothing in front of him but a blank canvas. He has the choice to paint what he wishes, but no paint. It's supposed to paint itself people say. Well then it needs to hurry up and do so because I'm tired of waiting.
I'm tired of waiting for life to unfold. I am to impatient for that. I would never wish for my life to pass me by, but I wish I could experience it faster. Come what may has become a sentence that is voodoo to me. I hate that. Lets see what happens. Here's an idea, I think life is completely controlable, just not by yourself. You can't control the actions of others but you can sure influence them. Two people who work for the same goal have twice the chance to get what they desire. I think that this whole, you have no control over life and time is bull. Watch me control my life to how I want it to be. I know some things will just happen but I have the agency to control what I have to do with my future.
What the heck is wrong with me?
Why do I complicate things. Take them out of the bounds they are comfortably set in and contort them into realms in which I see fit. Can I not let something be? Why must I hang up the phone always wondering Why? Why can't I just let it be. Things are supposed to work themselves out. Life is supposed to fall into place when it seems like lifes standing still and I'm doing all the work. I try to controll whats uncontrolable.
I feel like I'm stuck in a movie where the main character is lost. He has just overcome something that he thought was never possible. He tore down a wall that was thought to be industructable. But now he looks at the ruble and past the wall with nothing in front of him but a blank canvas. He has the choice to paint what he wishes, but no paint. It's supposed to paint itself people say. Well then it needs to hurry up and do so because I'm tired of waiting.
I'm tired of waiting for life to unfold. I am to impatient for that. I would never wish for my life to pass me by, but I wish I could experience it faster. Come what may has become a sentence that is voodoo to me. I hate that. Lets see what happens. Here's an idea, I think life is completely controlable, just not by yourself. You can't control the actions of others but you can sure influence them. Two people who work for the same goal have twice the chance to get what they desire. I think that this whole, you have no control over life and time is bull. Watch me control my life to how I want it to be. I know some things will just happen but I have the agency to control what I have to do with my future.
What the heck is wrong with me?
Sunday, December 14, 2008
She came, we talked, she left with my money ... story of my life
I am going to tell you a story of a boy who is stupid for answering the phone at 10:00 @ night.
Where to begin ... oh how about at 9:00 where this boy named Brayden decided to go to bed. Brayden had work in the morning and seeing as he usually passes out around 9:30 he thought it would be a good idea to get an extra 30 minutes in there. So anyways he goes to bed dreaming of sugar plum fairies and lollipops. While drifting away on a cloud into the Magical Noodle King's Treasure Vault full of noodles with cheese melted on them, there came a loud noise. He woke up to find that his phone was ringing and upon opening his heavy eyes he found that it was none other than his friend Coocoo Krazygirl. So he answered the phone.
Soon enough she told him that she was coming to his house and she did. After she was there they sat and talked till around 11:00 and by that time Brayden could barely keep his eyes open. She insisted on staying till 11:45 and Brayden graciously declined. Stating that he had work in the morning he demanded that she leave his house at once. After begging and pleading she made him a rediculous offer. Brayden must play her a song on the guitar and flex for her. Brayden said nay, nay nay nay nay nay. After insisting for what seemed like years for her to leave he finally just laid down in his bed. She being the WOMAN that she is grabbed the money out of his back pocket and left. 6 dollars and an hour later she left... and Brayden could finally get some sleep.
THE END
P.S. Alix you owe me six dollars
Where to begin ... oh how about at 9:00 where this boy named Brayden decided to go to bed. Brayden had work in the morning and seeing as he usually passes out around 9:30 he thought it would be a good idea to get an extra 30 minutes in there. So anyways he goes to bed dreaming of sugar plum fairies and lollipops. While drifting away on a cloud into the Magical Noodle King's Treasure Vault full of noodles with cheese melted on them, there came a loud noise. He woke up to find that his phone was ringing and upon opening his heavy eyes he found that it was none other than his friend Coocoo Krazygirl. So he answered the phone.
Soon enough she told him that she was coming to his house and she did. After she was there they sat and talked till around 11:00 and by that time Brayden could barely keep his eyes open. She insisted on staying till 11:45 and Brayden graciously declined. Stating that he had work in the morning he demanded that she leave his house at once. After begging and pleading she made him a rediculous offer. Brayden must play her a song on the guitar and flex for her. Brayden said nay, nay nay nay nay nay. After insisting for what seemed like years for her to leave he finally just laid down in his bed. She being the WOMAN that she is grabbed the money out of his back pocket and left. 6 dollars and an hour later she left... and Brayden could finally get some sleep.
THE END
P.S. Alix you owe me six dollars
Friday, December 12, 2008
It's Just a Dream
Yet another song to add to the list of Blair's Horribly Recorded Songs alblum lol. This one is for alot of things going on my life, from problems, to people I love, and to those who I have hurt. Enjoy:
It's Just a Dream
by: Blair Canfield
Verse 1
I am waking up to cold showers and hot chocolate
Wondering if my life will ever change
Sometimes they tell me to be different
But then they tell me that I am acting strange
I am waking up to cold showers and hot chocolate
Wondering if my life will ever change
Sometimes they tell me to be different
But then they tell me that I am acting strange
Pre-Chorus
But one things for sure
I'm not any more
the same as I used to be
I'm all grown up
and life's just tough
to see things how I always seem them before
But one things for sure
I'm not any more
the same as I used to be
I'm all grown up
and life's just tough
to see things how I always seem them before
Chorus
Cause we're drifting away
and i'd rather stay
around when life gets rough
But life not that long
to just sit along
And wish for something more
Cause we're drifting away
and i'd rather stay
around when life gets rough
But life not that long
to just sit along
And wish for something more
Verse 2
Throw me a curve ball into my new life
place me in dreams where I am perfect
Take my hand and fly with me so we can see the sunset
Then kiss me on the cheek and say that its all worth it
Throw me a curve ball into my new life
place me in dreams where I am perfect
Take my hand and fly with me so we can see the sunset
Then kiss me on the cheek and say that its all worth it
Pre-Chorus
But we are living a dream
where bound are unseen
and rules are bent to work
Where no ones around
you don't hear a sound
and you get what you want and more
But we are living a dream
where bound are unseen
and rules are bent to work
Where no ones around
you don't hear a sound
and you get what you want and more
Chorus
But we're drifting away
and i'd rather stay
around when life gets rough
But life not that long
to just sit along
And wish for something more
But we're drifting away
and i'd rather stay
around when life gets rough
But life not that long
to just sit along
And wish for something more
ASDKFJQWE
Don't you just sometimes feel like ASDKFJQWETKJAG... it could be frustration, joy, anger, WHATEVER!! But right now ASDFJK is a good thing. I am very happy right now, confused but happy. But thats ok because its the first time in a while that I have been happy. I like it.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Why?
I can't figure things out sometimes, and with my crazy mind thats hard. I like to know everything I can and be able to know the whole situation. But sometimes that isn't possible I guess. Trying to put pieces of an unsolvable puzzle together is what I feel like I'm trying to do. Is there an answer to everything. I would think that every question should have an answer. Maybe I'm wrong. But my hope is, is that I can one day find the solution to solve some of the problems in my life. I mean that is what God is there for right? To show us the way when we need guidance... I guess I just answered myself. But its not just up to him. We have to search for the answers. I was never good at I Spy books so then again I think I have the disadvantage in this scenario. One of these days I'll ask god what the answers are, for now I guess I will just strugle, it'll put hair on my chest I guess.
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